除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意翻开日记
整理心情我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

hais. my c0m still nt okie yets!!~
SADED!!~

alright. hw suay 0f me t0 haf my c0m br0ken dwn nw!!~
grrr....e hard disk is c0rrupted. damn it man~
s0 b0 bian g0tta chng de new hard disk! =)
ii shall chgn t0 haf bigger space wan. hahas.
its tym t0 upgradex2 my c0m le lor.
mummie will 0nly b bak in 2 daes tym. =( seri0usly speaking..
II MISS MUMMIE~ really ii miss her.
ii den realise hw much my mummie mean t0 me. hmms.
currently at ahfei's hse using her c0m t0 update.
0h ya. ii watch transf0mers> ytd wit r0nniek0r ; kellyjiejie ; lenonnkor ; y0ngk0r~
we b0ught e tickets 0nline. s0 we gt de best seats!! hahas. its full hse ytd okie.
indeed!!~ transf0mers is NICE. its SUPER NICE.
s0 co0l man dey can tranf0rms t0 anitink~
hahas. ii d0n mind t0 watch it agn w0rs. >.<
den g0 bak ah yi hse t0 haf dinner den cabbed hm al0ne!
hahas. alright. gna st0p here.
ii shall bak t0 update wen my c0m is back!! =)

SAD.
the m0st unacceptable news was t0ld up last night.
it was s0 sudden!!!
stanleyk0rk0r's b0dy is g0ing bak t0 msia t0night.
tml mummie and ah yi will g0 bak msia t0 attend his funeral.
h0pefully ii can g0 0s0 bahs. ii want t0 send stanleyk0rk0r f0r de last time!
T.T everything cant be changed nw.

GONE!~
everything is GONE!!~
ii will miss ur laughter ;; ur j0kes..
u will be missed!~
ii didnt n0 u will jus left w/o a single w0rd and left anges jiejie and xinling and leave
all 0f tis is jus s0 sudden.
we r all praying hard everydae f0r u t0 rec0ver..
t0 regc0nise us. t0 stand 0n ur feet and walk agn.
tell us ur j0kess agn. stanley k0rk0r!!~ COME BACK!~
hw can u bear t0 leave us here and left 0n ur 0wn??
u haf been striving f0r 2 mths alr. ii m bearing great h0pe t0 c u rec0ver..
bt..all tis is immpossible agn!~

stanley k0rk0r, thx f0r all e laughter u haf br0ught t0 us. thx f0r all ur j0ke, thx f0r being a prt 0f 0ur family and bring j0y t0 every0ne. jus rest in peace and we will tk care 0f anges jiejie and xinling..u will always remain in 0ur heart. leave wit n0 w0rries ok?

ii really slp late last night lor.
chi0ng my c0mp0 and ir0n my unif0rm.
s ii help 0ut wit mummie f0r e family gathering steamb0at sessi0n!!~
s0 sad tad baby dint cum~ he's sick.
s0 0nly ah yi cum. tgt wit k0rk0r de gal fwen and c0usins..
ahahs. ii always love gatherings. s0 warm and sweet!!~
sch is s n0rmal t0dae. ii finally understand wad my maths cher haf been teaching le.
HAHAs. haf assembly t0dae. germany trip!!~
germany is s0 beautiful!!! s0 envy wit th0se hu can g0. T.T
hmms. den headed t0 A1 wit p4 and viienz.
ate cheese spag!! yummy yummy..gt very l0ng dint eat le.
den still gt the tirumisu ch0c0 0re0!~ is super NICE lah..*faints*
hahas. den g0 eat ice-cream. p0k's treats.
ii feel lyk we r all nw rich ppl. s we all gt 0ur pay alr. = )
went hm faster tad wit a full full st0mach.
to0k bus hm wit baby and viienz!!~
tml dere is gna b fnn practical le w0r!!~

and f0r the wh0ever [[a]]manda**~ st0p f0rging my name pls. ' ' '[[a]]MANDA** den its me lahhhhhhh!!~~~ ii chng name ler~

0h yeah!~ back t0 sch agn~ = )
started 0ff wit ytd lst!~
went 0ver t0 viv0 city wit p0kp0k. as we meeting bcg t0 catch de m0vie.
bt den dey called and sae de m0vie start at 6+
we me and jean decided t0 went 0ver t0 SENTOSA!!~
hahas. s0 eat finish my french fries h0td0g and my ben&jerry ice cream.
we g0 ard t0 search f0r e m0n0rail. walk s0 l0ng lor. viv0 is jus s0 big~
den b0ught tickets and here we g0!~ s0 excited.
and den ii realise sent0sa is s0 beautiful lor. ii last been dere last yr.
bt its change al0t alr.
den sit till de beach stati0n..went t0 find palawan beach.
bt me and p0kp0k d0n0 de way s0 anihw walk~
s0 to0t 0f us and walk t0wards siloso beach dere.
while walking~ ii saw de skyrider!!~ s0 damn co0l la
den ii persuade p0kp0k t0 sit wit me~ she d0wan de lor.
she sae she scared. bt ii sae sae den she finially agreed!!~ weez
faster g0 buy ticket den sit le. $5 f0r 0nly 1 way
p0kp0k screamed all e way. she is s0 scared while ii to0k pictures ard~
hahas. den we alighted at de merli0n dere..
wanted t0 find whr is palawan beach!!~ bt its jus beside siloso beach~
s0 we to0k de skyrides agn back t0 de beach stati0n dere~
s0 t0tal 0f $10 spent 0n de skyrides!!~ bt is SO fun lah!!~
den g0 palawan beach find dem lor. at dere awhile lo0k ard.
den dey g0ing bak viv0 t0 watch m0vie.
s0 me and p0k g0 dwn 0rchard t0 haf dinner. went 0ver t0 far east!~
bt den hu n0es de place we wanna eat nvr 0pen lor.. DAMN
s0 we to0k mrt back t0 TM and ate pastamania~
is s0 FULL~ den reach hm at alm0st 10.
spend l0tsa 0f m0ney ytd!~
sent0sa spend al0t!~ ben and jerry ice-cream!! pastamania dinner~
hmms. den reach hm le bath ha0 lia0 jiu g0 chi0ng my br0chure~
den slp at 12+. zzz

t0dae haf breakfast wit my p4 agn!~
den reach sch pass k0rk0r smth~ = )
less0ns t0day nth lah. same lor!~
g0tta chi0ng my c0mp0 ltr 0n!!
my hse is s0 n0isy nw lah~ ah yi dey all wh0le bunch at my hse nw!~
having steamb0at dinner ltr 0n!~

t0dae is sunday!!~ im happy.
th0u mayb ii will b pr0bably die 0f b0red0m t0dae.
c0s..tml is y0uth day!! s0 n0 nit g0 sch.
HAHAs. bt den ii gtg chi0ng finish all my h0ls eng hmwk.
d0 a b0chure f0r places 0f interrest in SG!!~ damn..ask me g0 whr find?
ii dn haf printer at hm lor. haiis.
YAY!! tml g0ing sent0sa t0 celebrate ye0ng ye0ng's bdae!!
it has been years since ii last step int0 0nt0 sent0sa!!
(erms ii tink ii jus step int0 sent0sa last yr dec h0ls) = X
kk. back t0 ytd ii g0 bugis wit kelly jiejie and 1 0f her fwen!
we sh0p finish de wh0le bugis street
and ii 0nly b0ught 1 shirt and a pair 0f fake eye lashes 0nly lor.
d0n0 y. bugis street's tinks d0n caught any 0f my eyes anim0re. = (
e bags ;; e cl0thes all r expensive and nt really nice~
hmm. nvm ii shall wait till ii g0 bak KL at 0ct bahs.
den g0 kfc haf dinner!! t0k abt slimming dwn~
eat finish le g0 bak bugis st sh0p agn. and it turn t0 b nth lor. =(
and de ppl is s0 packed. ppl m0untain ppl sea lor dere.
wkends betta kip 0ff 0f bugis and 0rchard. bt den..
we 0nly can g0 sh0pping during wkends! and de rest is SCH! damn
s0 gt n0 ch0ice s0 gt t0 squeeze tgt wit ppl. SARDINES
hahas. den we walk bak t0 bugis juncti0n and we tk ne0prints!!
s0 cute. den walk ard den 0s0 nth t0 buy.
s0 to0k mrt bak t0 tamp lor. den kelly jiejie's fwen dr0p 0ff at bed0k
n me and kelly jiejie headed t0 tamp. sh0p ard dere lor
den g0 hm le.. reach hm at 9.30~ umm..
den watch tv till 2 den slp...

nw daddy mummie was 0ut f0r lunch. hahas. s0 im al0ne
mummie sae ltr mayb g0ing t0 AMK h0spital.
t0 visit stanley k0rk0r. he hasnt rec0ver yets!! he still d0n rec0nise ppl
T.T haiz...

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